Lord, how marvelous and powerful are you! Full of grace and love for a sinner like me. On my knees my heart is heavy and wanting to hear your voice and walk the path closer to you! I love you Lord and sing your praises! My body is weak from multiple sclerosis and other afflicctions. Now you have provided a seasonal job for me and for this I thank you Lord. During the past year of unemployment the road has been bumpy but you have provided! God my heart and my head have this nawing, reoccurring thought that you want me somewhere else. In college my heart was pricked to go to the mission field which I haven't done. Yet because of my children and my physical issues, I am hesitant and don't really know how to proceed. How and where can you use me? Is it right here in my town? I also have on my heart to write a book and to speak to women about you. Please transform me and mold me into a woman of grace and love. Show me the path you want me to take and how I can meet the financial demands of my life. Please fill my heart and soul with your Spirit. My marriage is in tatters. For 14 years I have endured. How do I know when it is time to leave a marriage that does not reflect your love and grace? Every time I have tried to leave I end up back here. So touch my husbands heart every hour until he allows your Spirit to transform his heart and his mind with your ever lasting word and love and grace. Fill my heart with love and grace to forgive him and myself for not being an example of your love. Transform me into the woman that glorifies YOU in all I do and say. Let me NOT be hindered by others around me but to be the example and to be the light and to reflect your love and humility. I don't feel like I "belong" to a church family. I don't feel accepted. Open my eyes to see the place where I can fellowship with other believers and participate in worshiping you and spreading the good news. Where I can feel accepted for who I am and for the woman I will become as you continually tranform my heart and my mind. I praise your name for answering my prayers for you know my needs before I know them and Jesus is continuallly intervening on my behalf. May the peace that passes understanding fall upon my heart as you open the doors and I follow you where ever you lead. Praise God!